Friday, December 31, 2021

inside voice

It’s all too much

the rush of the calendar 

the dust of the clock, 

blue skies and bare limbs and

a house that can only grow 

colder, a name that doesn’t stick

on someone that doesn’t matter,

an argument that begins and

ends in words. They always say 

you got to go for it, they say

you do you, they say live it

like the last day then

the last day shows up at your door,

champagne and fireworks and

all the fixings. You hold

your breath so close 

it feels like love, it feels like

falling, like you could

let loose, this saved up sound

a shouting like a celebrant, 

rending garments and 

wailing— gone, gone

this one, never to speak

again aloud, offered up to

stars that never change

while we all keep counting 

down to the drop.

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